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The old lady had changed her mind about dying but by then it was too late. She had dug her fingers into the paint and plaster of the nearby wall until most of her fingernails had broken off. Then she had gone for the neck, scrabbling to push the bloodied fingertips up and under the cord. She broke four toes kicking at the walls. She had tried so hard, shown such a desperate will to live, that it made Harry Bosch wonder what had happened before. Where was that determination and will and why had it deserted her until after she had put the extension cord noose around her neck and kicked over the chair? Why had it hidden from her?

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She had tried so hard, shown such a desperate will to live, that it made Harry Bosch wonder what had happened before. Where was that determination and will and why had it deserted her until after she had put the extension cord noose around her neck and kicked over the chair? Why had it hidden from her?
Ужос какой
Она так старалась, демонстрировала такую отчаянную волю к жизни, что Гарри Бош задумался, что же случилось до того. Где были эти целеустремленность и воля, и почему они покинули ее и не возвращались до того момента, когда она затянула на шее петлю из электроудлинителя и пинком отшвырнула кресло. Почему они не пришли ей на помощь (до того)?

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ой, спасибо.. как здорово.. вот ещё эта фраза: Then she had gone for the neck, scrabbling to push the bloodied fingertips up and under the cord.
я забыла её выделить

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она вцепилась в шею (или ее руки метнулись к шее), судорожно пытаясь протолкнуть окровавленные кончики пальцев под шнур (или как-то так)

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спасибо мне бы так переводить

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quench my desire
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